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Wednesday, July 15, 2009Y
the worm in my stomach is growing bigger):

I AM SO ASHAMED OF MYSELF. AND I HARDLY KNOW WHY.

conceited? bochap? whatever? i dont know.. i'm losing it.. totally. during the holidays i promised myself, but until now i dont seem to be fulfilling it, when other people around me are putting in so much effort, or so i think. maybe if my family hadnt introduce me to taiwan and computer, i wld have been... idk, everything just seems pointless now. i love it, i still do, but that passion, had just been like a dying phoenix-burnt itself to death. i guess i dont have the drive, the motivation.. even though they say falling will motivate you, it didnt..not this time anyway.. i'm done for this year, totally. the only way i can be like before, is to really consider on the big word of "sacrifice" and "tolerance".. is the friends around me that changed/influenced me, or is it.. just myself. everything is so falling out of place, and i dont have the capabilities of putting them back neatly, so much for a "good organiser", hah.

:D

10:14 PM happyy-stopp

Tuesday, July 14, 2009Y
i'm so crossing my fingers :X

I'M TOTALLY DONE WITH FREAKING CHINESE ORAL . OHLEH!

i guess i wont fail, but i wont do well, like get an a1 or smth cos i guess what i said were pretty normal? or maybe because those teachers didnt actually give me a chance to think a little more and fa hui better cos after i said one part right, i "err-ed" then they immediately asked qns-.- whatever la.. AND I TOTALLY GUESSED THE QN during chinese lesson today-.- and i totally forgot to say what i wanted to): ah grahhs!

bio girls dissected sheep's heart today): I WANT LORH! SO COOL(: well basically bio has always intrigued me lorh...cant believe i actually gave up bio...ah wells, lit is cool too:D as a class plus mrs alex we're gonna watch a play (the crucible) on 14th august at night, how cool is that! we love night time, dont we, we always get high at night, lorh, esp in sch can(:

rmb that day i was talking about how i cant insert thumbdrive in my com, well apparently it's so not my CPU's fault but instead it's because of the stoopid thumbdrive. speaking of which, i beter check if i ahve those docs in my com, like MY CAM PHOTOS?! PMO + FMO can:D

was talking about 2009 ndp's song and it's weird that i actually saw the broadcast in the channels provided by cable, and not local ones.. and i guess the song's isnt as catchy as last few years, like HOME and all... hmmm, wanna listen?


ENGLISH VERSION




CHINESE VERSION.


8:15 PM happyy-stopp

Monday, July 13, 2009Y
why do i always make ppl angry, lol.

sup!

righto, horrible day today=after talk was amath, after recess was eng, then emath, then phy, then chinese! so horrible right. grr. anyway, nth much to say except that I'M GETTING MORE AND MORE WORRIED ABOUT MY PARTNER(: so i shall talk about ytd!

rmb ytd i went to library? apparently they dont have pendragon book 5): nor do they have storm book 4(or is it 3?) so i borrowed nemisis book 3 and 4, boy soldiers book 1, worldweavers book 1(: ahwells, reading nemisis book 3 now, exciting as always, but quite superficial actually, lol:D OHOH, and i cldnt get STAR TREK:NEMISIS so i totally gave up and watch another show(: saturday's LITTLE NICKY was hilarious! harry potter chamber of secrets i watched before last time alr so yeah.. this week's one is cool too(:

learnt about some things today and am i :O ! cant imagine it and hope it isnt true but oh wells, let's hope everything goes alright yah.. GRAHH!

i can bet cca's so gonna start next week cos they're allowing ppl to cut across the roads liao, yipee! i wanna sparkling juiceeeeee, yummm!

ok, the reason why i'm like super crappping now it's cos MY FREAKING O LVL CHINESE ORAL'S TMR?! i am so gonna not do well and disappoint everybody, awww.. BUT I WANNA DO WELL. like hello, its chinese! think about primary school and now, what a huge difference, lol. ahh ahhh ahhhh, i gotta get an A !!!!!!!!

ahah, got a 祝福 sms in chinese, so nice:D even though she never ever tags here(: thanks!

okayy, shall hop around and get back to my book soon(:

wish me luck!
:D

11:13 PM happyy-stopp

Sunday, July 12, 2009Y
nth can express my gratitude and thanks.

heyy:D
i actually posted in my wretch blog after so long, go read it if you want! but pls pls, dont discuss about what i wrote in school okayy(; wretch blog is much more emo so yeah, hehe:D and to remind you again, it's in chinese. :O

anyways, woke up early today to finish up my revision :O supposed to organise my geog research now but oh wells, got time to procastinate:D going to go library later cos i finished my books alr! yeahyeah! :D

my cpu doesnt allow me to insert thumbdrive): grahhhh! forgot to ask the computer man ytd): so i dare not tell my mama or else i'm gonna die man, kehehe:D

okayy, just feel like writing this crap after blogging so emo-ly in wretch, heehee!
no guides next week still):
we're so behind schedule lorh..):
ah wells.
too bad if we have to rush when it resumes, lol.

i need hugs. real ones. not just for show. real, truthful, loving ones(;

:D

10:33 AM happyy-stopp

Saturday, July 11, 2009Y
nth can express my apologies.

to those whom i promised i will post ytd, sorry! cos my com suddenly spoiled so yeah..
anyway today pam came and we exersised! well, sadly it was raining so we didnt go to the track. so we started off wit badminton first then running+walking+gossiping around the garden... i'm really really sorry our things were lost!

anyways..yesterday!
what an eventful and memorable day(:
what happened in the morning was shocking, surprising, funny, doubtful and well..cool!
honestly, i dont know if the right choice is made but well, since it will be that way i will JIAYOU(;
really, trust me..it iwll be a responsible risk! kehehe.... anyway, shall not talk much about this until the day.. :D

what happened in the afternoon, after school ended was indeed memorable... we went for lunch at macs as usual and i guess we spent like 3 hrs plus there? lol. what i am gonna write next will be sorely for the three of them..so...if you find out that you dont understand anything it is okayy!

hey dears(: yesterday was really....but i guess it all goes down to good causes! first, i dono how to say how sorry i am for actually being the one who caused everything afterwards and the fact that i wasnt able to be responsible for it and had to push someone to take the responsibility really made me feel very guilty..i cant believe i really went overboard two times(to diff ppl) in two weeks and i am really really sorry..anyway, to chien, i really really hope that you believe my intentions in keeping what i wanted to say earlier on cos i really really appreciate whatever you told me and thus i really really dowan you to think differently and stop altogether...seriously, nth will change..right? to pam, thanks for helping me initially and thanks so much for that. i guess i had always been relying on you, not only on this matter but in a lot of others too so yeah...sorry for all that "thick-skinned-ness" you needed to have and thank you. to swee, thanks for being so truthful and open and brave cos i really admire you for that. and thanks for influencing me a lot.. hopefully the good way.. i really owe you that bubble tea, if you get what i mean:D all in all, let me apologise for me starting on that and well...hopefully it wasnt so bad for all of you cos well, for me i really learnt a lot more.. i dare to say, our friendship is more than back, it's so much better now...provided nth changes! lastly, rmb, we hook our pinkies and swore to secrecy eh! ahahah!

5:40 PM happyy-stopp

Wednesday, July 8, 2009Y
"without the s(ass)" ((:

[新郎新娘敬酒 我一定代你追老公老婆鬥嘴 我祝你倆相對]

trying to say that in cantonese by listening to <<愛愛>> :D
for some reason today i just suddenly "讓我給你愛愛願不願意" then the whole day i'm addcited to this song even though it is quite old alr(: my canto cant make it la..i listen then i spell it out in eng lol(: shld ask my mama teach me then i show off to chien, hmm(: go listen if youre interested! no wait, of course you'll be interested! :D

today after school we went for our lunch date and it seemed eons since we sat together and ate subway:D we deduced that it was somwehere before Mother's Day! tsktsk.... had so much fun teasing one another:D it's time like this when i feel...whole? kehehe! but pam's sweet mucus(sweet onion) was disgusting! heee(:

stomach very pain): my teevee's showing now):

"我肯決定 只要看你 心跳永遠都像現在那麼急" !

10:20 PM happyy-stopp

Monday, July 6, 2009Y
inspired.

HAPPY YOUTH DAY!
EVEN THOUGH IT MAY NOT BE AS FUN AS CHILDREN'S DAY BUT ENJOY IT!
COS A FEW YEARS LATER THERE WILL BE NO "ADULT DAY"!
AHAH!

yippee, missed pe cos no school today..
hahaa:D
anyways.. i finished my book yesterday and since it was rather nice i shall tell you the title, Nemesis;Into The Shadow(: i'm reading the second book in this series (Nemesis;The Beast Within) now and it seems cool too(: hahaa, but my mind is still on pendragon(:

ytd's WAR OF THE WORLDS was pretty scary but nice! the alien's face was cute though, hahhaa. it was like real scary la..as in not horror movie that kind of scary but you know.. the whole show my heart like got problem, hahaa! but next week is Star Trek, must watch! mmhm..

okayy i'm getting a little crappy down here cos i havent got anything much to write.. ah wells, schools starting tmr AGAIN and i hope cca starts soon! it has alr been postponed to third week la. not like i very kanchiong or what, but i cant get used to school life that requires me to go home so early, like nvr stay back one.. even though it's good and all la. but you see, if i stayed back then i will reach home late, then i wldnt dilly dally and wld finish my hwk asap... conversely, if i go back early, i will waste a lot of time de..hahaa!

random but I FEEL LIKE EATING SOTONG BALLS!
grr, so typical sotong-ish!
chien will love this(:

:D

1:23 PM happyy-stopp